[ it's a hell of a lot easier to relate to someone when they're not confronting him on something he's acknowledged and also ignored at the same time. putting octavia first comes natural to him. it's a habit he doesn't think he'll ever break, not even with time and space. what's new, though, is giving a shit about other people outside of his sister. and that's where most of his issues lie. ]
[ why hadn't he reached his end of the deal and followed her the first time she'd come and gone? bellamy knows part of that answer has been selfish. ]
You're a priority, too.
[ he sounds a little bemused. he doesn't say it for himself; something within what she'd said, about him and clarke going back to lead, he knows she's purposefully removed herself from it. if she knows what had happened in the mountain, he doesn't think she'd ever want to leave. and bellamy can't blame her. he wouldn't want her to leave, either. ]
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[ it's a hell of a lot easier to relate to someone when they're not confronting him on something he's acknowledged and also ignored at the same time. putting octavia first comes natural to him. it's a habit he doesn't think he'll ever break, not even with time and space. what's new, though, is giving a shit about other people outside of his sister. and that's where most of his issues lie. ]
[ why hadn't he reached his end of the deal and followed her the first time she'd come and gone? bellamy knows part of that answer has been selfish. ]
You're a priority, too.
[ he sounds a little bemused. he doesn't say it for himself; something within what she'd said, about him and clarke going back to lead, he knows she's purposefully removed herself from it. if she knows what had happened in the mountain, he doesn't think she'd ever want to leave. and bellamy can't blame her. he wouldn't want her to leave, either. ]